Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Operation Hedgehog



As often happens, I am spending a lot of energy in places that should not and I am worn out! I love my job, but I am so tired every day. My back is flared up again and I am trying hard to get that under control. There is one particular area that involves a man, a most handsome man (shocking I know!), who has been a blessing in my life, but at the same time I have put way more energy into than I should. I am worn down and it is time to make some changes. As I talked with a friend this weekend she told me I need to be more like a hedgehog. As per wikipedia, they curl up in a tight ball and their spines protect them as a defense. Now she was not suggesting I curl up and hide, but rather that tightly put on some armor and conserve some energy. So Operation Hedgehog is underway! I am under way to be more refreshed, enthusiastic, happy, and a more useful instrument in the hands of God.

Just in time, I was 5 minutes from my home this morning and on my way to work. I got a call saying my 9am patient cancelled and I didn't have anyone till this afternoon. Wahoo! I turned around and came home. I needed a break! I was able to spend time decorating my apartment. My fabulous aunt JoAnn sent me a link to lacybella.com...they make vinyl wall decor. She saw the wall decal "Bloom Where You Are Planted" (hello, look at the name of this blog!) and thought of me. This website will also let you submit a personalized saying. Well, I was so on it! I also ordered "Take Action" and "Absolutely Brilliant".

I have them up and looking just as I envisioned.

This is how they were packaged. So girlie, I love it!




"Bloom Where You Are Planted"- I first felt inspired by this quote when Elder David A. Bednar visited Austin,TX. Although my life is not exactly how I had planned, I am AMAZINGLY blessed. I would be very ungrateful if I do not bloom in the spot that God has put me in. I took the photos that surround the quote on the wall.


"Absolutely Brilliant"- thanks to the hilarious DJ Jay on the cruise last year, four of my friends and I know what it means to be brilliant, and we inspire each other frequently with this saying! On this wall is a collection of first sunrises of 2010 and 2011, and a sunset from the cruise in 2010 to remind me that each day is new, and the end of the day is also filled with beauty if we seek it.


"Take Action" - what can I say more? Don't wait for life to happen. Take Action! Faith requires action, and then the power to accomplish all things will follow! I add, Take Action Fearlessly.



I saw this greeting card a few weeks ago. I liked it. Not that I am terrified, but I am at this point afraid of what it is going to take to patiently wait upon God for the things I want in my life. But, being fearless means I press forward anyways!

Operation Hedgehog, roger that, over and out...

Monday, March 14, 2011

Three Words



When someone says these three words how do you react? Do you react different when your mom says it? When your dad says it? What about your best friend from middle school? Your 9 year old nephew? The boy who took your heart without knowing and you can't seem to get it back, but he is just a friend? Stop right there- just a friend? Just? Friends, especially good, special, sincere, stick-by-you friends, are anything but Just.

When he tells me he loves me, my heart wants to scream- BUT NOT THE WAY I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME! But you know what? It is not fair for me to decide the value of those three words. I believe the sincerity of them. I am a better (that is beTTer with the T's annunciated) person because of it.



From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you I love you

These words are my own
They're from my heart
I love you, I love you
That's all I got to say, can't think of a better way

And that's all I got to say
I love you, is that okay...?

Sunday, March 13, 2011

There is Beauty All Around




I made my first attempt at beautifying the outside of my apartment this weekend.


I got this lovely shelf when I moved in from the gorgeous Virginia and her super strong husband Nick...now it has pretty things growing on it!


That is the wind chime I got in Venezuela when I was 14. It still needs to be hung appropriately, but for now it works right there.

Gerbera daisies, petunias, and others I don't remember the names for. That is why the tags are still in the pots I planted them in.



Cilantro, Serrano Peppers, and Jalapeno Peppers




Yellow squash at the bottom.

I'm pretty pleased. Now I have to keep them alive!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I Must Appear Very Beautiful

I rate English proficiency tests online. I came across a classic tonight. The prompt she was answering was to describe a problem she had making an appointment, for a hairstylist, doctor, dentist, etc…What steps were taken to solve it? She must have thought it was a role playing prompt, but see following transcription I typed of what she said.

Text:


Hello

I have a very important appointment, now I am a single and I have to marry this year. So, after 5 hours I will go to meet my new boyfriend. So I must , must , so I must appear very beautiful, so hair designer please make me like a young girl, and makeup artist make me more younger and shiny. Please help me , please change me more beautiful and more cute, because I really have to married because I old, please change me more beautiful. I trust you, thank you.



Ha ha ha, loved it!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Enduring the Mortal Experience for God

Last Sunday I gave a talk in church. Unlike in most other churches, In the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, members of the congregation speak instead of a pastor or priest. I was assigned the topic of Enduring for God. Since there were a few people I invited to come listen to me but were unable to attend, I thought I'd post my talk blog style.

Enduring the Mortal Experience for God

I was asked to speak on "persevering/enduring ______ for God". I chose to insert "the mortal experience". Persevering/enduring the mortal experience for God. The most logical place for me to start was going to the topical guide in the back of the Book of Mormon. Under "endure" are the words bear, continue, diligence, faith, firmness, obedience, perseverance, probation, and steadfast.

In the margin of page I highlighted 12 scriptures and wrote the following statement:

"Endurance is not suffering, but loyalty to Christ."

I like that. There are four scriptures that really stood out.

2 Nephi 31:20 Wherefore, ye must press forward with a asteadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of bhope, and a clove of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and dendure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eeternal life.

Moroni 8:26 And the remission of sins bringeth ameekness, and lowliness of heart; and because of meekness and lowliness of heart cometh the visitation of the bHoly Ghost, which cComforter dfilleth with hope and perfect elove, which love endureth by fdiligence unto gprayer, until the end shall come, when all the hsaints shall dwell with God.

Omni 1:26 And now, my beloved brethren, I would that ye should acome unto Christ, who is the Holy One of Israel, and partake of his salvation, and the power of his redemption. Yea, come unto him, and boffer your whole souls as an coffering unto him, and continue in dfasting and praying, and endure to the end; and as the Lord liveth ye will be saved.

D&C 24:
8 Be apatient in bafflictions, for thou shalt have many; but cendure them, for, lo, I am with thee, even unto the dend of thy days.

Some of the common themes I see are obedience to the commandments, hope and faith in Christ, and especially enduring to the end. The end? The end of what? We are eternal beings, and this mortal probation is but a small moment in eternity. If we are to endure to the end, it must be the end of this mortal experience.

So how is enduring the mortal experience FOR God?

Moses 1:39 says- For behold, this is my awork and my bglory—to bring to pass the cimmortality and deternal elife of man.

God wants to give us eternal life, but it can only be given if we continue in faith, endure, all the days of our life.

To say life is to endured is not to say that we cannot have joy.

Last fall I was working on something that I really wanted. I was very happy. One crisp fall morning my dad was weeding the flowerbed and I was keeping him company. I said to him that I was so happy but knew at any moment it would fall apart and I was going to miss being so happy. My dad pointed out that Adam and Eve were commanded to have joy. Joy is part of life and we should not expect it to just go away.

2 Nephi 2:25-26 says...25aAdam bfell that men might be; and men care, that they might have djoy.

26And the aMessiah cometh in the fulness of time, that he may bredeem the children of men from the fall. And because that they are credeemed from the fall they have become dfree forever, knowing good from evil; to act for themselves and not to be acted upon, save it be by the punishment of the elaw at the great and last day, according to the commandments which God hath given.

The fall was harsh, living in the world outside the garden was hard...but we are to have joy and an important factor in that is choosing happiness.

Things didn't go according to MY plan after all last fall, and I had moments were joy was not part of the mix of emotions I was feeling, but my dad reminded me that I said all along I was going to enjoy the moment while it lasted. I had to do what 2 Nephi 2:26 says, I had to act for myself, take action, and endure- happily!

So how do we endure? I have 3 things that I'll discuss.


1.) Surround yourself with good friends, other covenant keeping people. There are a few friends in particular that I feel a special connection with. We rally together, have the take action attitude, support, strengthen, encourage, cheer lead, and cry together when boys break our hearts. Always persevering and reminding each other of hope and faith in Christ.


2.) Hope. Hope is essential to enduring to the end. Hope is knowing that with faith and patience, all promises will be fulfilled. Hebrews 6:10-20..

10For God is not aunrighteous to forget your work and blabour of clove, which ye have shewed toward his dname, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.

11And we desire that every one of you do shew the same adiligence to the full assurance of hope unto the end:

12That ye be not aslothful, but followers of them who through bfaith and cpatience inherit the dpromises.

13For when God made promise to Abraham, because he could aswear by no greater, he bsware by himself,

14Saying, Surely blessing I will abless thee, and multiplying I will multiply thee.

15And so, after he had patiently aendured, he obtained the promise.

16For men verily swear by the greater: and an aoath for confirmation is to them an end of all bstrife.

17Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his acounsel, bconfirmed it by an coath:

18That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to alie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for brefuge to lay hold upon the chope set before us:

19Which hope we have as an aanchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the bveil;

20Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an ahigh priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.

Abraham certainly had to endure. I love these verses. They teach so much about hope. I especially like how it teaches that with hope all strife can cease.


3.) We endure by utilizing the Atonement of Jesus Christ.

Alma chapter 7 teaches us this about the Atonement:

11And he shall go forth, suffering pains and aafflictions and btemptations of every kind; and this that the word might be fulfilled which saith he will ctake upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people.

12And he will take upon him adeath, that he may bloose the bands of death which bind his people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to csuccor his people according to their infirmities.

13Now the Spirit aknoweth all things; nevertheless the Son of God suffereth according to the bflesh that he might ctake upon him the sins of his people, that he might blot out their transgressions according to the power of his deliverance; and now behold, this is the testimony which is in me.

The Atonement helps us or rather is essential to enduring because we are not perfect for one, and have need of repentance as we fall short of keeping the commandments, and two life hurts sometimes and the Atonement can heal our hearts.

I have a testimony in the Atonement of Jesus Christ. I have a testimony that this is the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ, and if we can endure to the end and do all that He has asked of us, we will obtain Eternal Life.

Romans 8:38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to aseparate us from the blove of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.


2 Timonthy 4: 7 I have fought a good afight, I have bfinished my course, I have kept the faith:

8Henceforth there is laid up for me a acrown of brighteousness, which the Lord, the righteous cjudge, shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing.